Reset Button?

Could I be so blatantly bold as to tell these cyber pages a little bit about the under cuffs of my muddled life? That's a little shocking if you know me. I'm usually not stamping my honest self around the town. But you know when you had a week where it really hits you that your not yourself at all and you've been running around a complete jokester getting more deeply lost in the play of it all? Someone once told me that the purpose of this life is to remember who we were in the life before. Just when I think I'm closing in on her... I'm distracted like a hyperactive child by a luring game or a bundle of candy. Then you get so far from the tracks that you're certain that you'll never have it straightened about again.   And to top it off... that song that that special someone who you have been missing (jonny boy) comes on and you don't seem to have much of a mound to stand on because you feel like Shadow... from that scene in Homeward Bound... when he is down in that muddy pit and can't get out and ... he's about to give up because he feels to beaten, old, and weak. Hey-yo! I'm Shadow... BUT ... God always sends us the Chances and Sassies of our lives to help us out of the holes, right? I'll be back together and recollected in no time. I just don't know how to separate myself from the thick of it all to jostled of the heavy brambles that have somehow clung on to my person and made me a rough and distasteful sight.